I have a few friends
in which I love
I have this school
In which I hate
I have this live
Which im going to live!!!

I've lost the interesting in internet bloging and telling absoltallyy noone how im feeling and like nobady cares, so why am I writing this?
I've become dependent on unnesssicary love or attention

LOLz

giggle giggle

I've been going through MANY of those
One day at school i'll be perfectally content and the next day i'll be so pissed off at the world.
I have mixed feelings about going on independent study and I haven't been sure of anything.
It sounds lame but I LONG for an assuring feegling about anything, I just want one thing that I know fersure...

This really doesn't make sense, like most of the things I say I suppose.

Teen years suck, but I'm afraid to grow up.

Don't care!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
ily2

This is just the art of growing up.

I haven't really been goin on this this,
Haaha I really don't know how to work it.
Whatever
Sk3's suck. Mines a dying turtle.
Okay
Anyways
How's I've been latley....
Honestally I don't know how I've been, I've been empty like I need something so bad and it tears me up that I don't know what it is.
Kinda like I'm so thirsty and I keep drinking water but its not quenching my thirst.
That sound hella cheesey but you get the idea.
I've been so lonley.
I need the comfort of someone but I don't know who.
I don't if know if its a someone that I want.
Whatever, this is sorta pointless sorry.
I doubt anyone is gonna read this whole thing, I wouldn't.
I'm worthless.
But whatever.
I'm feelin down right now and I'm so flustered I don't know what to do about it.

Dang this whole thing sounds hella bi polar, I started out all la de da and ended all sad like. Woohoo.

kenny makes me feel bad
even though he doesnt think he does
he does
he triped over a big ass rock
i laughed hella much
he took my capstickkk
and i dunno why im posting this
garrrrrr

I hate it when people say I revile to much about myself. Like I'm to open. Or that I say thing that people shouldn't know about my personal life.
When I really don't.
Obviously the things I tell people I don't really care about.
And to tell you the truth noone knows everything about me, even my bestest of friends.
Believe it or not I have mega trust issues and if I say something, like about my mom, or something that's cause its on my mind or I'm trying to prove a point.
And hearing that I 'revile to much' kinda makes me sad cause I've worked hard on trying not to bottle up my emotions and to hear that I should keep doing that. Sorta makes me think, I have noone. But whatevas
I've reviled to much already.